SICK... What a day start with headache, flu and sore throat~
Besides of that from a hot weather, out of sudden it rains... And I trapped in rain~
just right after bath, then i kena mandi hujan and terpaksa go bath once again
hope the flu will be over soon...
Saturday, 8 January 2011
Thursday, 6 January 2011
Its been a long time
Wonder how's it is to be start writing blog once again~
Sometimes I do hope that I do have much time to write on this blog.
It's been a long time that I'd hibernated from blogging.
Just to write up a little today ^.^
ALL THE BEST!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Sometimes I do hope that I do have much time to write on this blog.
It's been a long time that I'd hibernated from blogging.
Just to write up a little today ^.^
ALL THE BEST!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Monday, 23 March 2009
Nothing much....
It's been a long time that I'd not write anything here.... Just have some free time and crap a bit here...
Hopefully I can improve my French in a night... Hahaha....
Somehow, after a busy month hopefully my 'menses' will clam down as I am.... It's been busying since a month ago... After taking some medicine, it stops in a few days but it come again... :(
Hahaa.... already a few times that my night and day been upside down... Today is another day I guess... :P
Hope my life getting better day by day and happier as time goes by...
Au revoir... All the BEST!!! TRES BIEN...
Hopefully I can improve my French in a night... Hahaha....
Somehow, after a busy month hopefully my 'menses' will clam down as I am.... It's been busying since a month ago... After taking some medicine, it stops in a few days but it come again... :(
Hahaa.... already a few times that my night and day been upside down... Today is another day I guess... :P
Hope my life getting better day by day and happier as time goes by...
Au revoir... All the BEST!!! TRES BIEN...
Monday, 2 February 2009
The New Year Shock?
As usual every year of Chinese New Year, I'm staying at home... But don't know why this year I go find Alex and Kevin to yam cha... The day I went out dinner with Alex is ok but until after dinner we go a place sit and have some chat... Out of sudden he asked why we break up last 3 years ago and why cant i accept him? =.=" At that moment it really gave me a shock where i really cant thought of that he still cant let go of the relationship... I was thinking what did i done? Why the 2 guys are not willing to let me go just like that? But somehow i wish this doesnt really effect our friendship... After that, i went to kevin house to visit... then i did not tell him anything about it... I wish there's a friend for me to share with me all this... i doesn't want to keep all this by myself..... it's not easy for me..
Tuesday, 24 June 2008
!@#$%^&*()_+|\=-[]{};':",./<>?
The day of hectic day.......
Preparing for U, not at home at all the whole day...
Getting weird messages from him..........
He think only himself having pressure? Is that he want? Anyway, thx to him......... I'd lie.. I cried.... I'd broken everyone heart...... I'd nothing......
Why is he so selfish? He said will let me go if that's my choice but ended up he will kill his self... Want me to regret forever? Up to him... It's time for me to go on my life!!!!!
REMEMBER!!! SHALL NEVER LET HIM INTEGRATE UR LIFE ANYMORE!!!!!!!
Preparing for U, not at home at all the whole day...
Getting weird messages from him..........
He think only himself having pressure? Is that he want? Anyway, thx to him......... I'd lie.. I cried.... I'd broken everyone heart...... I'd nothing......
Why is he so selfish? He said will let me go if that's my choice but ended up he will kill his self... Want me to regret forever? Up to him... It's time for me to go on my life!!!!!
REMEMBER!!! SHALL NEVER LET HIM INTEGRATE UR LIFE ANYMORE!!!!!!!
Friday, 23 May 2008
Sudden thought
Out of sudden feels so bored...
It's already 23rd of May.... also the 20th day after delivery.... and 17days baby with new family...
Felt so missed my baby.... Wish I have his photo..... at least I can have a glance of him......
I remebered that day we came to KL, in the car I looked at mom. I felt she so old now...
I felt so sad that I'd caused so many troubles to her and also making her worried about me so much... If time are able to return, I wish not to meet him so all this can be avoid... Or maybe the time we met and just be friends will be enough. Somehow, things had happened meant it's the past so now all I can do is try my very best and not letting mom down anymore.
It's already 23rd of May.... also the 20th day after delivery.... and 17days baby with new family...
Felt so missed my baby.... Wish I have his photo..... at least I can have a glance of him......
I remebered that day we came to KL, in the car I looked at mom. I felt she so old now...
I felt so sad that I'd caused so many troubles to her and also making her worried about me so much... If time are able to return, I wish not to meet him so all this can be avoid... Or maybe the time we met and just be friends will be enough. Somehow, things had happened meant it's the past so now all I can do is try my very best and not letting mom down anymore.
Thursday, 15 May 2008
The SMS after REPLYING....
S: 20:28:51
Apa yg awak nak lagi?
S: 20:39:47
Adakah awak bg msg kata awak dtg ke Pudu?
S: 20:41:36
Saya tak pernah dpt msg lgsg. Msg kosong ada la. Tu pn 3hari yg lalu.
S: 20:44:13
Apa maksud awak tu je yg dpt?
S: 20:46:52
Ya. Hanya itu yg saya dpt. Buat apa nak cari dia lagi? Lepaskan dia saje la.
R: 20:48:29
Bg sy b'msg ngan dia dl...5 hb dl suruh saya dtg jemput dia..skrg suruh lepas plk..
S: 20:51:24
Kalau dah dapat msg dgn dia pula mcm mana? Knape pula awak tak panggil terus masa awak sampai Pudu? Knape pula msg saje?
R: 20:55:04
Nk pggl,mmg blh. Tp sy xblh nk ckp ape2,sy tkt..sy nk b'msg ngan dia je. Nk tnya dia..tlg la blh x? Sy tnya td,ni yg msg ni sape?
S: 20:56:48
Nak takut apa? Nak tanya dia apa pula?
R: 20:58:02
Ade la soalan yg nk tnya...sy tkt 3org hilang..mak sy,dia dan baby...
S: 21:00:40
Nak tanya apa? Knape tak boleh bagi saya tau?
R: 21:01:34
Ok, tp sape yg msg ngan sy skrg?
S: 21:02:04
Apa yg ok?
R: 21:03:17
Maksud sy, kang sy bg tau la ape yg nk bg tau kt dia. Ni sape?
S: 21:??:??
Nak bg tau bg tau saje. Jgn nak bazir masa lagi.
R: 21:08:11
Ya la, sy mgkn a'n xlama lg kt dunia ni.. Ini sape sebenarnya? Dh masuk 4kali b'tnya msh xb'jwb..
S: 21:09:10
Apa yg awak nak tanya kt saya?
R: 21:10:04
Ini sape?
S: 21:11:47
Org yg awak ingin tanya.
R: 21:11:46
Sape?
S: 21:13:16
the name....
R: 21:16:53
Oo...kn dh bg tau kt org yg msg mula2 td...nk bg tau tu je..maaf la ganggu ms ney...ling tau ney dh xnk kt ling lg dh..ling nk bg tau tu je. Ptg td br blk dr klinik pakar..nk bg ygling xlama dh kt sini. Maaf bt ney jd mcm ni..maaf byk2.
S: 21:23:13
Apa yg awak nk lg? Awak tau tak betapa peritnya hati saya? Sudah 10hari saya b'salin tp 1msg ataupn panggilan pn tak dpt. B'tambah perit lagi a'bila t'fikir akan anak saya... Dptkah awak pulangkan anak saya? Awak tau tak betapa susahnya nak lahirkan dia dan akhirnya kehilangan dia jg? Saya rasa nak gila dh. Semua perasaan cuma dpt dipendam dlm hati... Tiada org yg dpt tlg saya...
R: 21:29:16
Dimana b'salin, dimana tmpt tggl? Kalau nk blk anak tu, sy a'n bg blk..dlm ms 5bln sy pulangkn blk..sy mnta adik b'adik,abg2 sy cr.. Tp,kalau dh dpt,sy a'n pergi utk selama2nya. Seminggu sy di kl mcm org gila cr awk. Dgn mkn xtntu,tido xtntu..tlg buang kenangan sy pd awk. Dl jnji mcm mne?
S: 21:33:04
Apa gunanya cari anak saya? Dia sudah pn mati awak nk cari kt mana lg? Kini awak b'ada kt mana?
R: 21:34:00
Nape mati? Sy besok nk msk ke hospital kk. Blh bg tau dia meninggal kenapa?
S: 21:38:49
Tali pusat lilit leher.
R: 21:42:50
Oo...maaf b'tnya...sy b'doa semoga awk hidup bhgia utk ms a'n dtg..sy mmg dh xlama lg hidup..jaga diri elok2 tau..
S: 21:45:10
Sakit apa? Nk bahagia mcm mana? Nape pula tadi kata kehilangan mak?
R: 21:47:30
Mak skt..nape xbhgia plk..kn yg msg td kt sy lupakn awak. Sy skt bengkak hati yg serius...
S: 21:55:36
Ingatkn senangkah nk lupakan kenangan? Apa2 pn, minta maaf menyebabkn awak jd mcm ni... Mcm manapn, harap awak xapa2 dan dpt sembuh. Msg ant awak dgn kakak hari tu mmg amat menyakitkn hati. Sy ingin tanya, adakah sy ni diutamakn dlm hati awak?
R: 21:55:43
Dh la ek..awk jgn la risau,awk ttp ade org yg syg kt awk,cinta kt awk pd ms yg a'n dtg..walaupn berat hati nk tggl,tp tu adalah takdir. Sy lelaki xguna.
R: 21:56:59
Ya..
R: 22:02:09
Nape awk slalu diam?
S: 22:04:18
Ya? Tp sanggup awak ckp byk keje ms panggil awak ke kl? tak pn ms mula2 dl, ms mak tau mengandung... Atuk sakit, pastu ms nk b'salin dh pula mak sakit... Dh 2kali...
R: 22
R: 22:11:12
Sy mmg xguna..xpe la..biar la sy pegi terus..tntu awk aman..
***Stopped writting after that... some even missed too....
Apa yg awak nak lagi?
S: 20:39:47
Adakah awak bg msg kata awak dtg ke Pudu?
S: 20:41:36
Saya tak pernah dpt msg lgsg. Msg kosong ada la. Tu pn 3hari yg lalu.
S: 20:44:13
Apa maksud awak tu je yg dpt?
S: 20:46:52
Ya. Hanya itu yg saya dpt. Buat apa nak cari dia lagi? Lepaskan dia saje la.
R: 20:48:29
Bg sy b'msg ngan dia dl...5 hb dl suruh saya dtg jemput dia..skrg suruh lepas plk..
S: 20:51:24
Kalau dah dapat msg dgn dia pula mcm mana? Knape pula awak tak panggil terus masa awak sampai Pudu? Knape pula msg saje?
R: 20:55:04
Nk pggl,mmg blh. Tp sy xblh nk ckp ape2,sy tkt..sy nk b'msg ngan dia je. Nk tnya dia..tlg la blh x? Sy tnya td,ni yg msg ni sape?
S: 20:56:48
Nak takut apa? Nak tanya dia apa pula?
R: 20:58:02
Ade la soalan yg nk tnya...sy tkt 3org hilang..mak sy,dia dan baby...
S: 21:00:40
Nak tanya apa? Knape tak boleh bagi saya tau?
R: 21:01:34
Ok, tp sape yg msg ngan sy skrg?
S: 21:02:04
Apa yg ok?
R: 21:03:17
Maksud sy, kang sy bg tau la ape yg nk bg tau kt dia. Ni sape?
S: 21:??:??
Nak bg tau bg tau saje. Jgn nak bazir masa lagi.
R: 21:08:11
Ya la, sy mgkn a'n xlama lg kt dunia ni.. Ini sape sebenarnya? Dh masuk 4kali b'tnya msh xb'jwb..
S: 21:09:10
Apa yg awak nak tanya kt saya?
R: 21:10:04
Ini sape?
S: 21:11:47
Org yg awak ingin tanya.
R: 21:11:46
Sape?
S: 21:13:16
the name....
R: 21:16:53
Oo...kn dh bg tau kt org yg msg mula2 td...nk bg tau tu je..maaf la ganggu ms ney...ling tau ney dh xnk kt ling lg dh..ling nk bg tau tu je. Ptg td br blk dr klinik pakar..nk bg ygling xlama dh kt sini. Maaf bt ney jd mcm ni..maaf byk2.
S: 21:23:13
Apa yg awak nk lg? Awak tau tak betapa peritnya hati saya? Sudah 10hari saya b'salin tp 1msg ataupn panggilan pn tak dpt. B'tambah perit lagi a'bila t'fikir akan anak saya... Dptkah awak pulangkan anak saya? Awak tau tak betapa susahnya nak lahirkan dia dan akhirnya kehilangan dia jg? Saya rasa nak gila dh. Semua perasaan cuma dpt dipendam dlm hati... Tiada org yg dpt tlg saya...
R: 21:29:16
Dimana b'salin, dimana tmpt tggl? Kalau nk blk anak tu, sy a'n bg blk..dlm ms 5bln sy pulangkn blk..sy mnta adik b'adik,abg2 sy cr.. Tp,kalau dh dpt,sy a'n pergi utk selama2nya. Seminggu sy di kl mcm org gila cr awk. Dgn mkn xtntu,tido xtntu..tlg buang kenangan sy pd awk. Dl jnji mcm mne?
S: 21:33:04
Apa gunanya cari anak saya? Dia sudah pn mati awak nk cari kt mana lg? Kini awak b'ada kt mana?
R: 21:34:00
Nape mati? Sy besok nk msk ke hospital kk. Blh bg tau dia meninggal kenapa?
S: 21:38:49
Tali pusat lilit leher.
R: 21:42:50
Oo...maaf b'tnya...sy b'doa semoga awk hidup bhgia utk ms a'n dtg..sy mmg dh xlama lg hidup..jaga diri elok2 tau..
S: 21:45:10
Sakit apa? Nk bahagia mcm mana? Nape pula tadi kata kehilangan mak?
R: 21:47:30
Mak skt..nape xbhgia plk..kn yg msg td kt sy lupakn awak. Sy skt bengkak hati yg serius...
S: 21:55:36
Ingatkn senangkah nk lupakan kenangan? Apa2 pn, minta maaf menyebabkn awak jd mcm ni... Mcm manapn, harap awak xapa2 dan dpt sembuh. Msg ant awak dgn kakak hari tu mmg amat menyakitkn hati. Sy ingin tanya, adakah sy ni diutamakn dlm hati awak?
R: 21:55:43
Dh la ek..awk jgn la risau,awk ttp ade org yg syg kt awk,cinta kt awk pd ms yg a'n dtg..walaupn berat hati nk tggl,tp tu adalah takdir. Sy lelaki xguna.
R: 21:56:59
Ya..
R: 22:02:09
Nape awk slalu diam?
S: 22:04:18
Ya? Tp sanggup awak ckp byk keje ms panggil awak ke kl? tak pn ms mula2 dl, ms mak tau mengandung... Atuk sakit, pastu ms nk b'salin dh pula mak sakit... Dh 2kali...
R: 22
R: 22:11:12
Sy mmg xguna..xpe la..biar la sy pegi terus..tntu awk aman..
***Stopped writting after that... some even missed too....
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