Friday, 19 January 2007

Excited --------> Disappointed

Yesterday just about to the midnight mom told me that sis will come back from KL. At that time, all sorts of feelings and thoughts came into my mind. Then I told him that I unable to meet up with him again for the second time. At that time, I really felt that everything has gone, all my wish have faded. From a very excited feeling to meet, ended up with just a hope wish will never fulfilled. All the disappointment made my tears to wash my face once again.

Today once woke up from bed, I still felt the disappointment of yesterday. As usual I went to school and came back home. Then, about a few text of sms, I'd stopped telling him that it's time for him to do his thing. Thru out the whole day, I'd sms him. I felt all the disappointment... and I also did not feel any concern and love from him.... I felt that there's such a big gap between both of us. Is there really a big gap between both of us? Is there anything that can help to solve it? Will we stay forever like that??? PLZ DON'T!!!!!!!

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