Today, when ET came home, I saw him took the yogurt drink from the refrigerator. So I asked him whether did he asked mom but ended up he raise up the past issue....... He said that I brought back a guy home when mom is not around and did I asked mom about that? I was so sad and I told Ling but.......
At the end, he told me that he have to work so we stopped message but now is already 12.15am. I tried to message him and called him an hour ago but till now I still unable to get to him. Does he really care about me? I doubt he don't..... Am I really as her girlfriend?????????
Since what he told me last night, I doubt that should I trust him anymore???? He never told me the truth of anything about himself..... All the while, I'm the only person that telling him everything... Nowadays, he has a lot of works to do than before as he had a promotion... but not only his works changed, he also changed.... Since I told him about my feeling and after we met that day, he kept on asking me that do I really felt being neglect? Actually I do!!! You NEVER care about me....... Can't u just give me a message when u are going out of camp? Why must you off both of the phones? If u don't really like to on the phones, why u want to borrow my PDA????? Is it just because u want to show off to your friends??????????
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you are 19 and you gave a PDA to a bf who is already working? wow... Just don't put too much feeling on this.
I got the feeling he is just using u though.
Cheer up!
the world is big. u're young. do something that u';re comfortable with. be happy. if u aren't, stop doing it. if you don't want to, then change the situation to make urself happy. :)
if a guy need you to pay for his living, then that is means the guy is useless. i agreed with what choongkeat and robb said. never worry that you cant get a match partner for yourself and never force yourself. you make your choice. so better to make a smart choice.
take care
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