Wonder...

It's been awhile for me to continue like this for the past few days.... I was thinking.... Thinking what's the meaning of our relationship? I used to have a thought that saying the words " I love You and I miss You" are really a saint's words.... but now, they no longer meaningful anymore... Sometimes I doubt why? Is that really hard to pronouns "I Love you and I miss you" clearly? Is it very embarassing saying these sentences to your love one? Why must u say I miss you either in a very soft voice or saying it as misu? Why saying I love you when you don't meant it? Do you know that, that actually hurt me much than i can say? pronounsing I love u as lufu...???? That's the true love? What true love really is? Why loving somebody is so hard?